An ‘electric,’ inspiring Thanksgiving for the Huntington’s disease community

Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday. I’ve reflected on it many times in this blog. For me, rather than the commercialism and stress associated with the holidays, it’s truly a day of relaxation, the warmth of friends and family, and gratitude.

This year, the Huntington’s disease community has bountiful reasons for thanks. Several clinical trials to test what might become the first effective treatments are in progress, and the community has demonstrated spirited participation.

The historic Roche gene-silencing program successfully started its crucial third and final phase, GENERATION HD1, earlier this year. The program includes an open-label extension of all 46 participants in the first phase, completed in December 2017, all of them receiving the drug RG6042 via a monthly injection into the cerebrospinal fluid (CSF).

“Two years ago, we showed for the first time – about 25 years after the discovery of the gene –the ability to lower CSF levels of mutant huntingtin [protein] in patients with HD, which was a very exciting first-in-human accomplishment, and that was really the springboard that allowed us to proceed to our global development program,” Scott Schobel, M.D., M.S., Roche’s associate group medical director and clinical science leader for RG6042, reported at the 26th annual Huntington Study Group (HSG) meeting on November 8. “So these heroic 46 volunteers were the foundation of that.”

GENERATION HD1 is “recruiting incredibly well,” Dr. Schobel said. “It’s been absolutely electric.” Total worldwide enrollment in GENERATION HD1 and related studies has surpassed 800. “It’s been a huge response from the community,” he added.

Several other programs provided updates at the HSG meeting.

Although much work remains to develop effective therapies, HD families and their supporters can feel proud for helping further the progress achieved in 2019.

Priscilla’s inspiring fight and peaceful paintings

An HD-stricken woman I know from Brazil, Priscilla Ferraz Fontes Santos, embodies the life-force of the HD cause. I saw Priscilla in 2013 at the sixth World Congress on Huntington’s Disease in Rio de Janeiro, and got to know her at #HDdennomore, Pope Francis’ special audience with the HD community in Rome in 2017.

Brazilians don’t celebrate Thanksgiving, but Priscilla’s words, paintings, and photos help us feel the peace and hope of our quintessentially American holiday.

Priscilla was stricken with juvenile HD as a teenager. She had played soccer, pursued acting, and completed her journalism degree, but the disease prevented her from finishing a second degree in tourism.

Many juvenile patients do not live past 30. Priscilla is 36. She takes no drugs to control her involuntary movements and other symptoms but instead relies on alternative and spiritual approaches, including yoga. However, she also follows HD clinical trials and hopes for a cure.

Starting November 22 and ending December 10, Priscilla and her art teacher are staging an exhibit of Priscilla’s paintings in Serra Grande, a town in the state of Bahia. They have called it “Colored Atmosphere.”

Priscilla with two of her paintings (family photo)

“The past two and a half years, I have been taking painting and art classes, and I have discovered for myself the pleasure and well-being that painting brings,” Priscilla wrote in an introduction to the exhibit. “As I await the cure, I have gained the courage to overcome many difficulties and meet challenges with the ever-present support of my family, friends, and health professionals who care for me.”

Priscilla ended with this wish: “I hope that you enjoy my paintings and that they awaken in you all of the strength, beauty, and joy with which I painted them.” (I translated the text from the original Portuguese.)

Priscilla is an “inspiration of strength and positive thinking” for all of us, Priscilla’s mother Lígia wrote in a message in Brazilian WhatsApp group dedicated to the HD cause.

Priscilla practicing yoga (family photo)

Symptom-free, but awaiting treatments

As always, I am profoundly grateful for not having yet developed any of the inevitable classic symptoms of HD, which struck my mother in her late 40s and ended her life at 68.

I turn 60 next month – an age at which my mother had full-blown HD and could no longer care for herself.

Last week, I presented my new book on Brazilian history to an audience at the University of San Diego. I had never imagined I would still be able to write at age 60.

Even more importantly, I’m able to continue supporting and loving my wife Regina and daughter Bianca. A sophomore at the University of Pennsylvania and HD-free, Bianca will spend Thanksgiving with friends in Connecticut. However, in a few weeks she will be home for winter break.

I am crossing my fingers that GENERATION HD1 and other trials can produce an effective treatment – and that I can hold on long enough to benefit and share more precious time with my family.

Making the threat of Huntington’s disease ‘small stuff’

To reduce anxiety about the threat of Huntington’s disease, I start each day with a deep breathing exercise and meditation.

I started developing this practice in late 1997, two years after learning of my mother’s diagnosis for HD and the devastating fact that I had a 50-50 chance of inheriting the mutated gene. After many months struggling with worry and denial, I had hit rock bottom emotionally. (I eventually tested positive for the HD mutation.)

Browsing at titles in a bookstore – bookstores mattered a lot more before the e-book explosion – I came across Don’t Sweat the Small Stuff… and it’s all small stuff: Simple Ways to Keep the Little Things from Taking Over Your Life, a bestseller by the late Richard Carlson, Ph.D.

Over the next few months, I studied the book’s 100 brief chapters, each prescribing how to achieve calm in our harried world. Some might consider self-help books shallow, but I found this one to have a core of wisdom.

Chapter 1, “Don’t Sweat the Small Stuff,” lays out Dr. Carlson’s basic philosophy, a combination of Judeo-Christian fraternal love with a Buddhist de-emphasis of the desire for material success.

“Often we allow ourselves to get all worked up about things that, upon closer examination, aren’t really that big a deal,” Dr. Carlson wrote. “We focus on little problems and blow them way out of proportion…. So many people spend so much of their life energy ‘sweating the small stuff’ that they completely lose touch with the magic and beauty of life. When you commit to working toward this goal you will find that you will have far more energy to be kinder and gentler.”

Getting calm with deep inhalation

Chapter 63, “Count to Ten,” was pivotal for me.

“When you feel yourself getting angry, take a long, deep inhalation, and as you do so, say the number one to yourself,” Dr. Carlson suggested. “Then, relax your entire body as you breathe out. Repeat the same process with the number two, all the way through at least ten (if you’re really angry, continue to twenty-five).”

The deep breathing “clears your mind with a mini version of a meditation exercise,” he explained. It increases the oxygen in your lungs, reduces anger, and provides perspective, making “big stuff” look like “little stuff.”

With time I settled on 20 deep breaths for every morning, followed by a few minutes of quiet relaxation. I usually sit in a lotus position on a carpet or on the edge of a chair or couch with my back arched forward to get the air as deeply into my lungs as possible.

When family or work obligations occasionally make it impossible to meditate at home, I do my breathing while driving or in airports.

When I don’t meditate, my day almost always becomes more stressful, sometimes even sad.

The breathing provides a powerfully calming effect. I feel that I’m doing something good for my brain by increasing the oxygen. By reducing my overall stress level, I hope, I can help delay the onset of HD symptoms.

In the video below, you can watch the demonstration of the technique I gave at the start of my keynote speech at the 2011 HD Therapeutics Conference, sponsored by the CHDI Foundation, Inc., in Palm Springs, CA. Other members of the HD community as well as caregivers and counselors engage in or recommend similar exercises, and a vast bibliography exists on yoga and meditation techniques. The principles here can apply for everybody in any aspect of life.

Coping with Risk for Huntington's Disease by Meditating from Gene Veritas on Vimeo.

Increased anxiety, new insights

The past couple years I have included in my meditation a reading from Living Faith: Daily Catholic Devotions. Resonating with many of Dr. Carlson’s points, Living Faith helps me tap my spiritual dimension, longstanding since my childhood in the Catholic church, and contemplate the mysteries of suffering and the Creator’s love.

Over the past couple years, now well beyond the age at which my mother’s symptoms started, I’ve become more anxious about HD as well as things in general. So, early this year, I decided to add a daily reading from Don’t Sweat the Small Stuff to my morning meditation.

A couple weeks ago, I finished.

Rereading Don’t Sweat the Small Stuff brought back warm memories of how I had overcome difficult moments, including depression, in those early years after my mother’s diagnosis – including my own positive test for the HD mutation in 1999.

It also revealed how I’ve usually dealt successfully with the ongoing challenges of living at risk. Rereading the book reinforced the lessons I had learned. It also provided me with new insights.

Some of my favorites are: Chapter 6, “Remind Yourself that When You Die, Your ‘In Basket’ Won’t Be Empty”; Chapter 16, “Ask Yourself the Question, ‘Will This Matter a Year from Now?”; and Chapter 66, “Think of What You Have Instead of What You Want.”

Problems as teachers

Two chapters in particular have helped me reflect on HD: Chapter 17, “Surrender to the Fact that Life Isn’t Fair,” and Chapter 75, “Think of Your Problems as Potential Teachers.”

“One of the nice things about surrendering to the fact the life isn’t fair is that it keeps us from feeling sorry for ourselves by encouraging us to do the very best we can with what we have,” Dr. Carlson wrote. “We know it’s not ‘life’s job’ to make everything perfect, it’s our own challenge.”

Regarding problems, he wrote: “Rather than push away the problem and resist it, try to embrace it. Mentally, hold the problem near to your heart. Ask yourself what valuable lesson(s) this problem might be able to teach you.”

Humility, acceptance, and hope for treatments

This is solid advice. However, isn’t a deadly genetic brain disorder like HD truly “big stuff” that just can’t be meditated away?

I’ve thought a lot about this question as I reread Don’t Sweat the Small Stuff and corresponded with HD-affected friends. They are struggling with the loss of their mental and physical abilities; they can no longer work or drive and need help from others for the simple tasks of daily living.

Recently I also attended the wake for an old friend who died in his early 60s of pancreatic cancer, a mainly incurable condition. I didn’t know he was ill, so his death came as a shock.

I imagine my own HD symptoms, watching myself quietly fade away, losing the ability to write, teach, and engage with my family as we guide our daughter through high school and start thinking of retirement.

That is big stuff!

However, I try to make it as small as possible. When I’m not resorting to my old friend denial – which becomes harder as I approach the inevitable onset – I reflect on two of the key lessons taught by Dr. Carlson and the authors of Living Faith: the need for humility and acceptance.

I will die. As I witnessed with my mother, HD is a horrible way to go.

However, until onset I will adhere to Dr. Carlson’s Chapter 100: “Live This Day as if It Were Your Last. It Might Be!” 

As both Dr. Carlson and Living Faith's authors would agree, living life in that manner includes making the world a better place and engaging with family, friends, and many others. I may die of HD, but the collective work of advocates like me, together with the scientific community and friends and supporters, may help make HD "little stuff" in the future by furnishing effective treatments.